My Therapy-Timeless Friendship

This one hurts more than the death of my Gran This one hurts more than the death of my 2nd Mom This one hurts more than the death of my Brother  This one hurts the most as She still lives and she is finally living Well.  Just not with...

Ouch, this one Hurts

This one really hurts It takes me in and out consciousness It’s keeping in a state of glazed blur  Actually not certain of my heart functionality This splinter of my life...honestly there will never be merited words of description   ...

This Rain In My Eyes

its strange really, it really is the outside looking in  this numbness, this utter motion-emotion chaos honestly it is Death, what is there really to explain/understand no warnings just complusory doom to feel is unequivocally...

these days

it really is the downward slump this year has done its over achievable best to disparage my continuous existance  may i have the fortitude to ensure it ends with its chaos.    I really do need to believe if you've brought me to it, You...

Memories-Grade4

"When I think of his last great battle A lump comes to my throat It takes a man who knows not fear To wrestle with a goat His blood-stained coat is tribute to his final sacrifice His body may be past its peak but his soul's in paradise"

My Now!!!

2016 what do you have instore for my fickle fragile self  "i will never live up to your standard of your future planning of my life, it will always be my choice, please feel free to remove yourself from concern, I’m not a failure i just don’t work...